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“啊，屏蔽器果然拿它没办法吗。”

……于是她的世界天崩地裂。

楚惊蝶下意识摇了摇头，对上那人手里的药酒后才意识到自己可能被软禁了。你知道自己在做什么吗？她一边后退一边吩咐系统向顾明莱发送求救信息，扶着床沿的手掌止不住地哆嗦着：“纪羽，你不要乱来——”

“啧，吓到了吗。”

“你醒啦。”就在她陷入沉思之时，那罪魁祸首远远地出了声：“有哪里不舒服吗？”

也许是极端亢奋的火焰点燃了骨子里的劣根，纪羽忽地偏过头来瞧她。楚惊蝶像被烫到似地蜷了蜷手指，在发觉那道目光偏执地巡视至脚踝时抖了一下——

真的太不可思议了。这世上怎么会有如此匪夷所思的事情呢？纪羽当然也曾认为是自己疯了，或许小楚就是忽然间性情大变了呢、或许小楚就是某一天不再钟爱鸢尾花了呢、或许——不。不可能的。当所有的证据都指向一个答案时，它如何离奇也是真相：这根本不是她所熟悉的小楚。她的小楚绝不会拒绝自己的。

“你知道我在爱你吗？”

“小楚，我是第一个知道它的人吗？”

她猛地顿住。“我很高兴你还愿意出来见我。“医生温柔地说，“我爱你，从见到你的第一眼就开始了。”

“你不是原来的楚惊蝶吧。你来到这儿多久了？”

瘦了，憔悴了。你在为那场名存实亡的婚姻痛苦吗？你本不该感到难过的。你果然将自己的心交付出去了呢。

无言妒火开始在身体里燃烧了，一分一厘、一寸一劲……纪羽感觉自己快要无法呼吸。“还要我说的更清楚一点吗？”她忽然听见女孩这么说、听见对方字里行间尖锐的胁迫，“我不可能爱上一个习惯了试探与掌控的疯子，也没有办法接纳一份全然窒息的爱情。”

楚惊蝶不安地捏住了腰间的安全带——

“在得不到你注视的这段时间里……”她猛地踩下了刹车，眸底情绪与二十三岁那年的狂热重合：“我一分一秒都撑不下去了。”

话音刚落的顷刻，楚惊蝶忽地抬头看了她一眼：那么隐忍的，那么无奈的，渴望而又无望的一眼——

“……”

“就像当初那张根本没有上报的留学申请表一样，你还想让我在你面前有多狼狈呢？你对我的反应一定很不满意吧。那些情绪在你眼里只是测试结果吗？”

“还没搞清楚状况吗？”纪羽摇着头抓住了她的脚踝，在人惊得一颤后弯下腰背强势地靠近：“小楚，我知道你的秘密哦。”

镣铐磨破的伤口一点一点被清理干净。

明明二十分钟前她们还在纪羽的车上。我说了什么来着？她扶着额颅努力地回想，依稀记得自己说了很过分的话……然后呢？然后发生什么了？

“你在发抖哦。”

这人想把自己锁住，就像那些标本一样。

到底为什么会变成现在这样。

“纪羽，你到底在乎我吗？”

什、么？

“我总感觉我抓不住你，小楚。你好像下一秒就要从我手心溜走了。”

楚惊蝶神色恍惚地望着头顶的灯光，数以万计的蝴蝶标本密密麻麻地排列在眼底，横亘在腕间的手铐擦出肿痛的伤——

nbsp; 难道又是什么稀奇古怪的测试吗？

女人没有回答，视线贪婪地掠过她的嘴唇和耳朵，最终定格在那清晰到近乎锋利的下颌——

“……纪羽。”她的声音颤抖着，寻求庇佑似地倚在了靠枕上：“你还真是一点儿没变啊。”

表盘上的数字一点一点飙升起来。

这个人、到底在说什么？

“我无法再忍受这样沉默寡言的日子了，我迄今为止所做的一切努力都是为了让你爱上我、但显然我失败了。你不要我的吻，不要我的爱，也不要有我的生活。”

“有没有人说过你很像风？”纪羽握紧了手里的方向盘，按下车窗听着外头刺耳的声音：“自由又随性的人啊，最适合与风为伍了。”

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依旧我行我素，依旧不顾她人死活。

碘伏的气息呛得楚惊蝶喘不上气。那个能和你对话的东西是什么？女人不依不饶地追问着，它在你的脑子里吗？它可以看见我吗？

“和你在一起的每一天我都当成最后一天过，我曾想过也许就这样沉默下去也不错：可是不行。这事儿不能发生，世界会天塌地陷，而我会血肉模糊。”

“我嫌你脏。”

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